Kleenex August 31, 2008

I decided I’m not the saddest one and I should be slowly extend kindness, starting with those who need it (and just happen to not have bitched about me). If only I was flawless.

Anyway, this is for Rena, to remove the emo first post. Haha anyway, she introduced me to pimple-stickers(?) haha. That absorb the oil from pimple spots, worked a little, hopefully will prevent the new pimples from becoming fullblown Zitsuviuses.

Ooooh, waterbottle broke. Ran 8km today (holy shit). But had to go home because of chinese tuition, arhhh only one term left, so I must tahan!

Ear infection is driving me nuts. So nervous for monday. Arrrrrh. Will be back soon to post.

NIGHTO : D

First light. August 26, 2008

Hmm, today is a 5? possibly 6.

Went skipping, may have burnt some calories haha. Thank god it’s tuesday! Ain’t no school means a day of golf : D, Playing 18 in the morning, eating at the club, mugging chem there and then going for training, awesome possum saucem i say.

Just finished Transformers, its so sad that Shia Labeouf was caught drink-driving, tsktsk. He would’ve made such a nice delusion. Packing for tomorrow so that I can sleep longer, also going to read Breaking Dawn asap so that joy can have a gander at it.

I say cross the bridge when I get to it! And the bridge is at least 2 weeks away haha. I still have some time to be in playable shape for the HSBC/ranking games, if im lucky then BARELY.

Awkweird talking to Dhoby (surround sound).
ALSO, Mary Anne screams, ‘Mayday!’ Pimple crisis at present. RAWR.

NIGHTO.

Ah yes. August 18, 2008

I forgot to say that in an attempt to brighten my own mood, I’m wearing yellow!
Haha and I bought the SNG shirt, think i’ll buy the Old Girl one on friday. : D

Mute Mary Anne. August 18, 2008

Mmm, both of the nice ones said I shouldn’t be affected. But really at the end of the day the two things that get to me most is that B and I aren’t as good friends as I thought and worse, C was one of them. (Ngeh, its not school, school’s a ball (: ). My assumptions don’t help. Maybe she doesn’t want me as her number one, but I want to think she wasn’t one of them. If they thought that way then I should take it as constructive criticism behind my back. It would be so nice if I was mute then, hm? I wouldn’t be able to suck up and I wouldn’t be blamed for not talking to them when i concentrate. Concentration is a fault, yes of course it is. I probably dont have the guts to talk to them anyway. B is way less important than C. Can’t even go for golf today because its dark and my mum wants me home. Just as well, it is quite dull and dismal.

Put It On A Shelf. August 17, 2008

Too late to pretend,
You know me better than I know myself,
Don’t take my heart and
Put It On A Shelf.

Happy Birthday Joe Jonas : D

unlike christine, I’m not the one to say that you belong to me. But just for now, I love you unconditionally and it’s okay if you’re dating Chelsea Staubs (or anyone else for that matter) but I know you’re out there, you’re just with all the wrong girls haha. I probably won’t marry you, but have fun being five years older than me : D. Anyway, the one I’m in love with, could very well be Shane Gray. But Joe Jonas exists, looks uncannily similar to him AND sings. How coincidental is that?

Anyway, no big deal, missed training today initially wanted to go, but if Greg wasn’t going to look at my swing then whatever, tomorrow i’ll go early to putt maybe, but it’ll be really hot :/ depending on weather. Managed to clean my room, AND my closet, which is the big shocker I tell you. : D D D D. Okay, really wish I could use different shaped pictures for WordPress, having limitations is not fun. But after I read New Moon and wait for Eclipse to return, I will be Photoshopping again. Messing up random things I suppose.

As I always detest shopping, I tell you I do NOT like Armani Exchange, the sales staff are so snooty, and I bet it’s because I’m some teenage kid. (I went shopping with my mum) But I realise I like Pull and Bear and Mango, because a) the sales staff don’t come and ask you if they can help (with the tone that implies, ‘what are you doing?’) b) they have things that can fit me : D.

Haha okay and I rearrange my stuff, so now Christine’s ‘You Should Be Working’ glass is RIGHT in front of me. <3

NIGHTO!

P/s: Which reminded me that Rachel hasn’t gotten me anything. ( : X )

The Picture of Perfection. August 10, 2008

Haha okay, how disgusting of me to once again like Edward because of the blimin blooday book. Finished Twilight again, planning to skip the rest and head to Breaking Dawn again because they aren’t as nice and I lent Joy New Moon. : D

Golf went as per normal. Oh oh oh, but we did running games ‘in the spirit of the Olympics’ (I quote Greg) and it was fun. And darryl picked me for a swap instead of Terence/Thomas/SOMEONE FASTER, which is probably because he saw me suffering from pushups, yes I am.. frail(?) haha. But I protested, ‘But I’m not the fastest’. Really as ‘Captain’ he is too lazy to win.

Haha, and so cute Thomas who is about the same height as that zalkdhlakjhalkdjahdaskjshdaskbe Lucius Toh (who at the age of 11, annoys me to purgatory) was trying to help me cheat and win Lucius at pitching for Semi-finals haha. But I refused to let him help, except borrow his 52 (which was cut, because of his height but exactly the same as the one i lost ://// alkhdakldhalkjshdabe)

So totally can’t push myself to go through 85 DCFC songs lah. Too bad Jiahui, just die without a compilation of my APPROVED DCFC songs.

Hmmm, want to change picture for WordPress, but i promised :D, until school ends. Ranking games two days after HSBC, going shopping with Mum tomorrow haha to see Golfhouse and see golf set and maybe drag her to Taylormade.. coughcough : D. But probably not lah, she wants to SHOP, means CLOTHES, shoes etcetera.. make up *shudder and that kind of stuff. Not golf-related.

Lucius Toh wins a Gold medal for Murderable in MY olympic books. : D And he’s the only one competing.

NIGHTO :D

P/s: All my nonsensical swear words end with ‘be’ because like ‘KNNB’ ending swears with a ‘be’ is nice : D.
P/p/s: I don’t care if Nighto is a jap guy, jebus, it’s my way of saying goodnight!
P/p/p/s: which reminds me, Christine has SEVERE inability-to-be-a-normal-person syndrome.

Instilling Pride Is Instilling Joy In Me. August 9, 2008

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I MADE GREG PROUD I MADE GREG PROUD I MADE GREG PROUD.

After one long term and one long week of working on the bloody swing plane, I got it! I GOT IT, I GOT IT AND I MADE GREG PROUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! I just got tired of point 1, 2, 3, i skipped from 1-3 then suddenly he said ‘Oh My God’ I thought he was mad that I skipped point 2 but he just went, ‘That was perfect!’ AAAAAAAAAAAAAH I love my coach.

Then later on when I was waiting for my mum to pick me up, he sat on the bench next to me and started saying how hard-working people made him feel happy (by hard-working he meant Darryl and today, me) and I was faltering, Lutton had to remind me to focus when I was spraying water on Thomas and Greg said, ‘Mary Anne!’ and pointed to my eyes and the golf balls. Hah. Next training, I’m going to try and make it so that no one has to remind me to pay attention.

I hit with Sera’s clubs again today and geez, I really want R7 Regulars,  hers are stiff, and I want them covered because my Callaways are scratched from the shaking. But I will be open and try other brands at the Panwest store at Pemimpin. OH OH OH, AND, Greg promised to help me get rid of my clubs : D. And then head to The Cathay Taylormade store, hoohoo : D.

On a scale of 1-10, today’s mood is an 11.

Ah and I MADE GREG PROUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! : D I’m going to the girl-version-of-Darryl and work hard. But less robotic lah, I’ll go out more than he does : D. HAHA WHOOPS. I’m talking about during training, the so-focused-nothing-can-tear-the-concentration.

national day: anti-climax, president S.R. Nathan: absent, overall: waste of time.

NIGHTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Small but Perfect Piece of Forever. August 7, 2008

Okay, okay everything headed for the uphill on the day it went for the downhill (ref. previous post).

Started with Mr Teo (IP) calling to ask if I sent in my confirmation for VIP, then realising it got LOST, dropped me an email for me to reply so that I could confirm I accepted.

And then the second (and probably played the biggest part in the uphill) was Cheryl lending me the book, the book. Breaking dawn as some junior would say, “Horror!” (Mary Anne says, why?) “Bella is a slut!”.. OKAY.. Well I have read and the only step left is to OWN it. I will return it to Cheryl on Monday : D Partially because I wouldn’t mind going through the details but also because its KIND OF bulky to return to her tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, it’s a complete WASTE OF TIME, but I’m still going and I have to take my math text book back somemore. Urgh. For tuition, what shit. Jiahui asking me for new songs reminded me that I didn’t have any, so in panic I went to find, now I have all 85 Deathcab for Cutie songs, WOW.

Rawr, at least this is a long holiday for breaking. But there’s plenty to study for. Mmmm, but golf to look forward to : D.

Nighto.

Worst day ever. August 5, 2008

Firstly we had two compositions to write, in English and in Chinese. My arm feels like it’s close to dislocation, have no idea why either, I think Jiahui pulled too hard dragging me to the toilet. Fell asleep in choir 6 times, because Esassa is the most boring song ever and like the cherry on top of the icing, my VJ app form got lost in the mail. Fabulous, you stupid scrap of paper.

And I just realised my dad is quite distant even though he tries to be close. I go ‘Today is the worst day ever’ and he doesn’t ask why, he better not be thinking its just because of the app form. And then I can’t go jogging because I have no mood and after going to popular (WHICH HAS NO BREAKING DAWN) I’m exhausted. School sucks beyond tears but this is the best thing about being tired, you’re too even think about crying.

Nighto? Tomorrow will be a better day.

Amazing. August 3, 2008

Grace got surprised! : D Fabulously.

Haha, mmmmmmmmmmmmm gave her the G, the huge G : D which is now above her bed and can be kissed by her if she stands up haha. Damn, I’m good. But i hate the fact that i perspire easily, SO UNFAIRRRRRRRRRRR. Rawr. and gross. Dumb genes.

Going for golf soon : D How exciting.

Swing has the same bloody problem that from bad, became better and now WORSE. ohmygod. F? Anyway, sundays means course so who caresssss, I still have two TP reds.

Talk soon!